The Wheel is Turning But the Hamster is Dead

So my mind keeps kicking around the same thoughts, I hate hyper focus and that I become obsessed with certain things. My default setting is repression and when there are too many things repressed things spill out. Lately I've been feeling overwhelmed by some shit that happened and if I'm not repressed my default setting is rage, rage at everything. I'm suddenly an atom bomb with a faulty trigger wishing a bitch would. The scary thing is it probably doesn't matter what bitch exactly or what straw is going to break the camel's back; I just wanna fight someone other than myself. 

Anyone else creating imaginary scenarios where they get to lose their shit on any and everyone. My brain is convinced everyone else in the world is pretty much an idiot put here to try the last shred of patience and sanity I have left. Look at that lady blocking the damn aisle in front of the cheese, get your big ass outta my way before I ram you with my cart. Let's not even talk about 90% of the other people driving because road rage is real. Watching a movie and lord help me because WTF are some of these people doing? Action movies have me convinced I must be either super smart and they are all super dumb or I'm a sociopath. He's down, seriously take his gun and kill him, I ain't getting shot in the back by a guy I thought was dead who still has his gun. Hell to the no I'm not going back for the girl with no gun just because the bad guy said they wouldn't kill her if I did. Didn't you ever watch House, rule number one is everyone lies. Is the population getting dumber because I feel like they are? 

Everyday I'm looking at 80’s and 90’s movies that were made as farces looking like future prophecy movies instead. Please stop the stupid because I'm really starting to want the purge.When I think of the purge I feel like Santa Claus because I'm making a list and I'm gonna check it twice to make sure I don't forget any dumb SOBs. 

Everyday politics and news makes me wonder if anyone is paying any attention at all. When did we stop teaching critical thinking to kids? Cause and effect or the theory of relativity, every action has an equal and opposite reaction? Maybe being a Gen X kid has made me too feral and I'm expecting too much from humans, but the stupid is just becoming way too much. I watched a video of a girl making vegan water, wtf please tell me that was satire, please tell me that she's not really out there wasting precious oxygen being that dumb. There is a large portion of the current population that should be apologizing to trees for wasting the oxygen they create. The wheel is turning, but the hamster is dead.